Hey, I have a very weird name called youdontneedtoknow, but you can call me Ernest. I like reading (or appearing to read) cheem books because I wanna be cheem, but I don't think that would be remotely possible in my life. I love Paramore and you probably shouldn't like them so I can have them to myself. My English sucks so you can sue me. I have very eccentric habits, like eating all my rice first before anything else.

Tagboard here.

josiah has officially moved blog. watched Quarantine!
darn! that show gave me a super ultra headache =.=!

and the ending is dumb.
the girl was just abruptly dragged into the darkness screaming.
i thought there would be survivors or something..... and the guy (should be one of the main lead) also died.. by a blood feasting moronic old guy
LOL

not worth watching.
got a bad headache!



t's not everything it seems - the world and its dreams
Slipping like water through my hands tonight
All the things I thought would fill me up inside
Left me empty here - and now I know why

(Chorus)
All along I was looking for something else
You're something else
All along I was looking for something more
You're so much more
I finally found what I could never see before
You've always been the one that I was looking for

All of my castles in the sand - washed away again
And I'm left back where I began tonight
The only thing that can ever fill me up
Has been right in front of me all the time

Chorus

(Bridge)
I won't miss you - I won't miss you this time
I say I want you - yeah I want you in my life





This song makes me so much wanna praise GOD :) hmm. nothing much.

watched ming zong zhu ding wo ai ni. HAHA! watched the 1st few episodes previously on the net.
now watched on TV again :) haha!

that's about it.. sipping my coffee today. TIRED.
hopefully the coffee effect quickly dwells in ^^ Hmm. so many things to study. If only I was someone influential... sadly it doesn't. That's the kind of desire that many people have. Wrong choices, made mistakes.. wished that they had another chance in life to make a difference. But, if another chance was given to you, how much difference would you make? A little or a lot?
how do you keep your eyes from closing? required materials to do tutorial : download from here :)


http://www.box.net/shared/dkt9n5a367 Well, if you can see.. I am redeeming myself by blogging many entries.. because I think I've neglected my blog a lot. And I feel that my avid readers would rebel and turn to another blog if this blog is not updated soon.

Anyway, went Audi 1 in Temasek Polytechnic to hear some talk. Actually, I enjoyed the SMU talk the most. Perhaps, the speaker was engaging with the use of the powerpoint (less words but pictures) and the use of 3 students speakers was genius. But it was a sad thing, they were restricted to sharing more.. due to time constraint i guess.

But, I think if I have the chance, I would still put NUS as my 1st choice since NUS is a more publicly recognised Uni around the world in terms of ranking as compared to SMU. So, NUS 1st SMU second. But on the other side, I may choose SMU because it is easier to get in as compared to NUS ... and a more vibrant campus life. So, the answer is not out yet.

Let nature take its course.. i believe the answer will be out shortly. Meanwhile, it's more important to .. study. That's the only thing i can do right now.

When I was younger, I always had dreams on zombies. Strangely, they were mostly zombies if you were talking about supernatural incidents. Perhaps, I am really aflliated to them (although i do not have the slightest intention of being related to them). I think zombies are the most horrifying supernatural thing... because they are ugly, physically visible.. and they are super HUNGRY and.. STRONG.

Scary nightmares aside.. i do have a few cheerful ones.. can't really remember.. But I believe it's more of the light hearted ones.. and I would laugh or smile and my maid would stared right at me.. telling me that it was my angel playing with me. Hilariously outrageous. Well, perhaps, she may be true.. and I wouldn't mind if that was an angel :)

Hmm.. well, time past so fast. And now I am much older.. and perhaps, the supernatural worlds no longer exist in my 'world'. So, it has turned into the ugly sight of the world - killing, bombings, home wrecking aparts and who know what else is next? Perhaps, it's a calling for me to accept reality and not run away?

well. Anyway, that's all for dreams and nightmares.. I doubt they are real anyway. But I will always have the greatest interest on how dreams are formed.. is it a reflection of your own creativity that your mind has formed? If yes, how and why do they form? Interesting isn't it? The night was still young. Just below the block of a house nearby, my parents and relatives were chatting merrily over what they had encountered over the past week or two.

Just then, a guy dashed past screaming for help. Another lad, his face covered with a black cloth like those you would see robbing a bank in shows, was chasing after him. He raised his pistol and a shot was immediately fired at him. Seconds later, the guy fell flat on his face with blood oozing out, covering the floor around him. The lad (with the gun) grabbed his bag and ran off laughing hysterically into the darkness. That was the last we saw of him.

My parents and relatives faded into the background seconds after alerting us not to stay around too late. My sister and my friends bid them goodbye and lingered around the void deck for a while more.

The cold air carressed our face. Somehow, it wasn't the usual air that blew familarity. Instead, it gave us goosebumps all over. People were running around and the problem of robbery was more apparent now. By then, we realized that we should not stay on further and it would be a wiser choice to head home. We all noded our heads in unison. Swiftly, we made our move towards home.

The void deck was a complete darkness except for the flickering overhead light. We dashed into the light with hearts palpitating fast, hoping that no one would enter the lift. The lift came to an abrupt halt on level 3. Reached.

I quickly opened the door and all of us ran inside as fast as our legs could carry us. But it was far from over. Before, we could even heave an immense sigh of relief that we were all safe back home, my friend suddenly recalled that his Dad was supposed to fetch him from my place.

We gawped at each others. Time seemed to have stood still. Without even batting the next eye lid, our fearest nightmare came to life. The door bell rang. Still staring at one another, we wondered what to do. Flashes of images of killing, robbery and blood came to mind. As curiosity killed the cat, we slowly can carefully moved towards the wooden door.

Fear wretched our hearts and held us rooted. It seemed as though our legs had gone soft our what we have just saw. My friend's dad was held hostage.

The question that we all had in mind was to abandon my friend's dad or make the courage to open the door...



XXXX
Before making that decision, I was jolted back into reality. I surveyed the surrounding of my room. No one. No sound. And I knew that everything was nothing but just a nightmare of mine. I finally released a relief. My lungs felt better now. But the question of whether to save or abandon still etched on my mind till today. What would you do? haha! .. kinda read up on today's lecture for SAPM.
think it's quite alright.. other than the fact.. i didn't know what question 4 was talking.

will go figure out another day.
Think it's about time to study for my exams.
Promised to be a good boy this time.. and do even better :)

haha!
i guess that's all i've to say.
tried to make junhong jealous by saying that i end at 1pm .. but ended.. up.. i think he ends at 11am? hmm. or is that junhao? haha! somehow.. junhao is at his place at this time? confused*.*
haha!and somehow.. people like to use other people's account to chat ~~~ what a strange world...

-josiah- oh.. how come my blogger looks fine le ..
hmmm..

strange.. i hope it's not because my apple computer.. that's why it looks weird.. but i think it can't be.. because previously it was fine.. Hmm...

never mind. haha! I think I should reformat my computer.. after my exams. :)

oh.. anyway, sapm today was quite okay. HAHA! did some evaluation form then .. go thorough the tutorials. that's about it.. haha~ http://epoly.tp.edu.sg/tpapp/esurvey/survey.do?s=TPOF2009&g=1 Proverbs 31
Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character

10 [c] A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.

11 Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.

12 She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.

13 She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.

14 She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.

15 She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.

16 She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.

17 She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.

18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.

19 In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.

20 She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.

21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.

22 She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.

23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.

24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.

25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.

26 She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.

27 She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.

28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:

29 "Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."

30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

31 Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Footnotes: just watched hotel for dog.

haha! quite a cute show.. with dozens of dogs... haha!
they are so cute.. and intelligent.. but i think it's really tough training them.

:) hmm. my blogger seemed to be having some sort of problem.

i can't see the tool bar. =.=!
that means i can't upload any pictures :(

oh well, i wanted to submit some pictures... but i guess got no choice. :S hmm. it's pretty late now.

got to sleep really soon. But well, there's always time for blogging right?
haha! well well. did my tax tutorial. Actually wass quite clueless.. but with the tax book and the answer.. i think i understand a little.

CRA tutorial + tax tutorial is always a bummber.
HAHA! the most straining day for me.

Well, got to pay more attention. Actually tax this year is not that difficult to score ( i feel) .. just lots of practice. On the other hand, I think I need to pay more attention on BTM. Because, I can feel that I am lagging behind quite a bit.

Well, that's all for today. Time to sleep, i guess. :)
but got to pop my pills first.

TATA!
-josiah- haha! reached school an hour earlier before BTM lecture.
Was afraid that I would take a long time to get dress for school. But somehow, managed to get dress in like 30 minutes.

So I slept for another 30 minutes before leaving the house at 9am and reached school at 10am.
HAHA!

hmm. printed some practice papers and some notes. :)
so this means, I do not have to come to school exceptionally early to get my notes printed out :)
cheers!

hmm. this is about it. will be having presentation later. Hope I do well :)
hey! and i just realize that I am a little more optimistic here :)

hope i get my 5% ^^ After hours of working on the project, everything is finally over... in a glimpse of the eye. What left ahead is just the constant mugging. Dread mugging for the final exam because the final lap (for the sem) is always the most arduous one. argh!